Hope you still love me even through my battles.

I thought tonight ,when my emotions want to make things right and even with people.I need to make things right with God first because Im out of line with him too.I thought that on my own ,nothing I read.

Our Father in heaven, we pray, for Nancy. Blessed is Your Name!

Help her to know that You give just one day at a time and that each day it is her responsibility to come to You, to be right with You first before she tries to right wrongs.

As she trusts You and begins to give You first place in her life, You will work out all the details in her life that has hurt her and has kept her from leading a full and joyful life in JESUS, JESUS, JESUS!

Help my bud, Lord, with the gift of patience, to forgive herself for being human and to forgive others for being human, to accept herself as You have created us all with emotions, to honor and obey You in all things, as we pray for her total healing that was given upon the cross. Amen

Amen. Thankyou bud.

In continual prayer for you, Nancy. Please get professional help and make an appointment to talk your Pastor from Church today. Also tell your brother, and your new P-doc, and therapist how you have been using the computer the past three years. Tell your Christian friends also.

You cannot keep covering up your symptoms that are out of control. You have spent 3 months of saved up rent money recklessly. All your symptoms are full blown now. Get help. This had nothing to do with me "abandoning" you, or Ariella abandoning you, or JIL abandoning you, or the many others throughout the past 2-3 years online, as well as those you claim have abandoned you in death. How many times has this happened throughout your history of BPD? And you need to forgive your younger brother whom you haven't talked with for over 20 years now. And you need to forgive me. And you need to forgive people from the church you left, and you need to forgive all others that your "perceive" have "hurt" you. God cannot and will not heal an unforgiving spirit.

Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who have trespassed against us.